A Spiritual cry of despair to whom it may concern

Dear respected reader, beside myself with serious distress and having been diagnosed with anxiety disorder in my search for a spiritual solution after my life is devoid of joy of which as a result shattered my human significance, and being in much need and suffering many privation in my spiritual world, I have come after a long determination to write this piece.
To my sorrow, I am submerged in the sea of spiritual bondage for years and my soul entrapped in the net of agony hence my slow rate of progression and state of spiritual destitution.
I have decided to write this after I realized I can no longer rely on myself, as life refused to reconcile with me after I’m taken through dark circumstance and my fortune taken away from me. My life is overshadowed with clouds of uncertainty and judgment and my destiny now is written on the blackboard of misfortune.
Honestly, I give in to despair and if tears could have given me relief I would have cried but my brief is too deep for tears. I am confined in a very dark spiritual cage.
How far away I have wandered in search of a solution to no avail, and how far away I have wandered in search of somebody who will uphold me spiritually, and to find someone to bear my burden for me; burdens which have almost broken my back, my dominant impression is that there are people whom I have faith in, but where I they?
This is a cry of penury and need arising from a heart in which a feeble light that had shone previously is now been totally put out; darkness seemed to choke my soul.
This, dear friend, is not a matter of words, but a matter of serious concern. If you believe strongly that you are a man of faith, please get in touch, but, with heartfelt prayers back by your action, God endless mercy will reach me so that I will walk with bold steps. I want your hand that is divine to heal fear, hence for you to reach me through 0243878773 0r 0266487183. Be you a Muslim or Christian you are welcome. God richly bless you.
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